Two in one

Well, I didn't leave a journal entry yesterday, so here is one for both days.

Wednesday was quite bland I guess. I didn't accomplish as much as I'd have liked to but that's the way it is with a baby. I did vacuum though, something I've been planning to do for quite some time. So all I did was clean, relax with baby, and spend some time with hubby before he wandered off to the pub with his buds. All in all, the best part about Wednesday was the morning part where I got to ly in bed and watch my baby coo and smile. Her eyes get so big and cute, and her glee is written all over her face. Kinda makes me wanna squish her and squish her and hug her and squeeze her.

She is funny. She doesn't like sleeping in her cradle, but can fall asleep in my or dad's arms no problem. When I wanna keep her awake if she's dozing off, I just put her in her cradle. I think she's gonna be an affectionate people person. She'll be a sweetheart alright. I hope she finds a man who'll love her and know just how special she really is. I don't want her wasted on even an alright guy. Nothing but the best for my baby girl.

Oh good she just fell asleep I better make this quick!

So today was okay I guess.
I saw my bro Andrew today. I met him downtown to loan him some money and we cam back here for a visit. He just told me today that he wants to go to college. Finally he wants to grow up!
We had yummy burritos for dinner.
Then me and the hubby watched a movie - Boondock Saints. Not too bad but all the killing depresses me. When someone gets shot I can't help but picture their family mourning them and all that. I guess I've been preoccupied with death and what little time we really have on this earth. I think about it often...how one day I'll wake up and be 80 and almost dead. I'm not afraid of death for myself really, but I am afraid of the death of those around me. I know my eternal home is secure. But I am afraid for my unsaved family. I don't know what I'd do if I lost one of them and knew the were in...hell. Egads!
Tonight was alright, Unfortunately my hubby and I had a plan that fell through for the most part. :( Maybe soon we'll venture there again.
Tomorrow is friday yaaay!
Well, onward to the bed I march. And onward with time as well!